Lets start with the treat part first. There is a link to the left that says Trunk N Treat 09. Every year our church host a community Halloween Alternative festival. We have food like bbq hotdogs, chips, punch, cotton candy, popcorn and cookies. There is a big bouncer and live band. There are game booths and then tons of cars that are decorated and they kids go from car to car to collect candy. Everyone decorates the trunks or the back of the van. This is an event that the dogs are allowed so Renee gets to hang with us in costume. Today was a good relaxing day for me and yesterday I spent most of the day in bed relaxing too. Okay, now for the long update about my work,

Friday was d day at work and was a sad day. We 3 girls decorated our bosses office with thank yous. We bought her a 4 cup coffee maker and Winter Spice coffee from Trader Joes. We filled a Happy Halloween/Trick or Treat bucket with candy and cookies She really did try to keep us. She was surprised and teary eyed.

The 2 other girls were really tear eyed knowing they were leaving for sure. I was trying to keep busy and not worry to much knowing we were all going to be "talked to" One of the guys brought in flan=custard pie with whipcream and it was good. When I was in with my manager, she got a call from the Area Retail Manager who wanted to know why sales was still showing up in our district. I explained why and he wanted us to check into it. So he said he wanted all audits complete and every office to get final sales in asap. I had a lot to do so I it kept my mind busy. Well my manager told that to the Marketing director. I was suppose to go first in the meetings but the other girls went first. While they left, my manager told me I was going to stay at least another week to complete the audits. Plus they still needed my medical updates to be able decide about my move. My manager suggested I go see the place I was going back to and see if I could do the job since the whole place had changed. Then she had me go to the Human Resource group and ask them. They said don't say yes to the work just to keep work if I can't do the job. Well after work we drove about 5 miles to the other post office that is in the same city. I walked in and showed my ID to the manager and then I noticed the changes made. There was new equipment that would require much more reaching and wrist movement. I pretty much new I could not do that job without pain. I felt like I was tricked and and I was just so sad. Getting this job or not getting this job would depend on the Dr. who I was going to see next.

We stopped at home so Jr could change. I decided to go to the mail box and found a package from Judy from Homespun Blessings. I wasn't expecting anything but just getting something was nice. I opened the packaged and screamed. I was so overwhelmed with thankfulness that I broke down and cried. It was like receiving more than a much needed hug. She sent me an Ipod! and in my favorite color purple. I knew I wanted one, but in reality I knew I could not afford one. It was such a blessing so thank you Judy, Tell you son thank you too for not needing it. I think once my husband saw me crying, he knew how much I was hurting.

We got to the drs and Jr. went to get a coffee while I went in. My weight was good but my blood pressure was way to high, 158 and it has never been above 128. I went to the room and I was so cold. Then the dr came him. He said I had an unusual case and that he had very little information to go on. So he asked me questions to get a better understanding of things. Luckily I had brought the letter my injury comp sent me mentioning the condition, the original dr's name. It also said he made me a permanent and stationery as far as my condition and his work restrictions. That is just what he needed to fill out my form CA17. The CA 17 list what the work says I can do and what the dr fills in what I can do. He asked if he I could come back on Monday to get it.

Afterwards, Jr and I went to get something to eat, then to Target exchange Reina's Halloween outfit and earplugs for my Ipod. It is more than likely that after reading what the dr. says, HR will probabky tell me I can't do the job and I will be sent home LWOP - leave without pay. Then I have to contact OWCP to see if they will reopen the case so I can get paid and that could be 2 months or not at all. There is rumor that they will have another early out with pay and if they do offer, I will run for it! Either way I need to trust in God and I need to stay calm. Well sorry for the long story. Plese keep me in prayer for God's will in all of this. Thank you.

Oct. 26, 2009
Today's Saying: Projects Galore and more!

This is my last week at my current job in the Retail Dept at the PO. I worked in the CFS. Computer fowarding systems. It handles change of addresses which is done my manually keeing. The job is tedious and repetitive and I can't physically handle it. So I am concerned about how I will do there. I am still waiting to hear from Kaiser on my medical. Meanwhile, I am almost done cleaning out my office and files. Today I spent time cleaning my dining room table that was cluttered with files and things I have been bringing home. My office looks so bare now. I have 1 picture left and 2 fall items. Today our retail manager and the retail specialist took us all out for lunch. We ate at a Chinese Buffet place that is close by and the food was pretty good. Our manager did her best to fight to keep us but she could not fight the District manager. I am trying to stay positive because I still have a job when many don't. After work, I had time to read fromn the book of Mark while waiting for Jr. I have to remember to trust in God for all that is happening. In the big picture of things, I am blessed.

Tomorrow evening my cousin Joanie and I are taking a Heritage scrapbook class. So today I made sure I had all the things I will need. The basic kit is provided for us. I just need the picture, the adhesives, and cutting tools I will take my scap carry all. Renee several diaper bags and she gave one to me to use since it does not look like a diaper bag and will work perfect to carry my scrap book. Once I retire I will have time to scrap the way I want. I spent time rocking Jazmyn today on the outside swing since the weather has been so warm. Eddie and I had a little farm time but the highlight is Eddie using the potty chair to pee. He is quite proud of himself now. Renee treats him with a piece of fruit roll. She doesn't give him candy so it is a sweet treat for him.

Oct. 25, 2009
Today's Saying: Happy 55th Birthday JR!



















Oct. 19, 2009
Today's Saying: Happy 75th Birthday Mom!

I got this figureine a few years ago and we bring it out for birthdays.
We are a family of doxie lovers.

Yesterday my family celebrated my mom's birthday along with my niece Armida's 21st and Jr's birthday which is on the 25th and he turns 55, officially a senior citizen. He gets to order off the senior menu now. We had a nice time with lots of food. Afterwards we headed to Orange to see my niece Natalie's new condo. Saturday we took Jazmyn to get her ears pierced. Poor baby, cried hard for a few minutes but settled down quickly. She had her 2 month check up on Friday and she is over 12 pounds and in the 90% in heights which I forgot. She is smiling now, beginning to coo and she had 2 dimples. She likes to hold her head up and look around.

I have 2 more weeks at my current job and then I go back to my previous position. I don't want to go, but I have to and I am accepting it as best as I can. My manager has been talking with the Postmaster and he is willing to let me have hours and days off that will work with my husband since we carpool. He can do this because I am a rehab. employee and he is the PM and calls the shots. He also is a nice guy and I am fortuante that he will let me do this. Rumor has it that they will offer another early out with an incentive and this time I am going to seriously look into it. Meanwhile, I am cleaning out files at work and getting the office ready for Ed the Retail Specialist who wants my spot. I get to take my chair and trackball with me. I will go from having my office that I share with Irene that has our computer desk, files, music, pictures, plants, window and a door to close to a loud noisy warehouse like office and a locker. I will go from having a cafeteria to vending machines but I will take my lunch. I will go from a flexible schedule to a fixed schedule. I really have had it lucky the past few years. Funny, this is how I started and this is how I go out. Well I will adapt. I just need my music. I need to get an Ipod and some good ears pieces to drownout the noise. This job invovles a lot of keying which I can't do so they will have to break up my work and this is why I need an update on my medical. So I am also waiting to here from Kaiser to see if they can get me in for an appointment to update my restrictions. Normally my regular dr. fills in the paperwork, but things have changed and I have to go to the Injury Compensation group for Kaiser. I need some prayer her that things will work out as they contact OWCP to get them to open back my case to get payment authorization. It is complicated and another reason I want to retire. I am tired of getting targeted because I am an injured employee. I want to be able to be there for my parents and grandkids while I can. I know it will we will have to make some big changes, but I know it will work out for the best. My work will be having a potluck goodbye for me and my 2 co-workers that have to leave. Well I need to go to bed now. Have a great week. Hugs

Mom, Dad and kids.

Notice Eddie and Edward with matching tops.

Reina in her halloween outfit for this year.

Jazmyn with her new earrings.






Oct. 12, 2009
Today's Saying: Enjoying my holiday by relaxing on the computer.

Well it looks like I will be going back to my old job some time after the first of Nov. I have to get an update on my medical and then they will see if they can give me work. I am trusting in God to get me through all of it. Meanwhile, my family keeps me busy. We took Eddie to the pumpkin patch on Sunday and you can click on the left to see the pictures.

Oct. 7, 2009
Today's Saying: 35 years at the PO!

Today is my anniversary but I can't retire until I am 55 unless I take an early out with a penalty. Then we heard that they are out to get the 3 clerks in admin. and one is me. Part of me wants out now and part of me wants to wait it out and see what happens. I know one thing, I will be happy to be home and I will have to budget big time! Well I am trusting in God to see me through whatever happens. I will get to enjoy my family more and it will be a good time to teach Renee how to budget. I sure am enjoying the cooler weather which is also perfect for cleaning out a messy garage.

Oct. 4, 2009
Today's Saying: Fall has arrived!

I had another busy week and I needed to nap after work for several days. I was feeling so tired and my shoulder/neck was hurting and I end up taking Friday off to rest. It was good that I did. I was able to go away on my weekend and I didn't have to do much. Some cool weather winds came in and it messed up my sinuses on Saturday but I was better today. I had a really nice time with my cousins at Calloway Winery where my sister Terry took us on a tour and wine tasting. I am not much of a drinker, but I did enjoy the late harvest Chardonay. We had a nice lunch at the restaurant there and then we had dinner with my parents. While we were at the vineyard, my cousin Belen's parents and my aunt Rosie were having lunch with my parents. Today we slept in and then Terry gave us a wonderful breakfast while Joanie gave Terry instructions on how to play Happy Aquarium in Facebook. We had lunch with my parents in Murrieta. Then we girls went scrapping at Now and Then Scrapbooks in Wildomar. Joanie and I signed up to do a Heritage Scrapbbok class on Oct 27th. Terry worked on her son's baby book, I worked on my San Diego book and Joanie shopped her heart out. It was nice to come home and spend time with the babies. It is late now so I will say goodnight and have a blessed week!

Terry, Susie, Joanie and Belen













Sept. 29, 2009
Today's Saying: Time to come clean - Party time!

Last week I decided to have my dad's party at my house. So like anyone expecting company, I had some cleaning projects to get done. Thankfully my kids helped out and hubby made the main course. Daniel made fresh salsa and a shrimp cocktail. My sister brought beans, my son made a salad and we had rice and of course chips to go with the salsa. Daniel also made guacamole. Dad brought tortillas from a place that makes homemade flour tortillas. My brother and his wife brought the cake and icecream. The weather cooled enough for some to go out and eat in the backyard. Eddie and his 2nd cousin Micah played with the water table that was set up in the backyard. It was a nice day. Baby Jazmyn had her first visit to church and there are new pictures at her website. I took a family picture for Renee and now we need to get a copy and have it framed. Now back to reality as I start another work week. I sure hope it is less stressful. It willbe sad becaue the final vending machines are set to close out. Here are a few pictures from today. Have a great week.

Time to sing Happy Birthday!


Mom with her son Scott, my brother.






Sept. 22, 2009
Today's Saying: Happy Birthday Dad

Happy new birthday to Darylynn's new grandson Jacob James born on my dad's birthday. Last year this time we were in Mass. while on our cruise. Time sure goes by fast. Jazmyn will be 6 weeks old Wed. I added 2 pictures to her website. She reminds me so much of Renee and I find myself calling her what I use to call Renee. Eddie has adjusted well to hs new sister. Tomorrow I will see the neurolgist with my dad and mom to go over my mom's test. My heart goes out to Wynne who just lost her mom this past week. I know that I need to treasure time spent with my mom now though it is hard for her to talk to us now. The news said that Alzheimers if the now the leading cause of death for eldery surpassing heart disease. I am off to bed now. Hugs

Sept. 17, 2009
Today's Saying:

Hi friends, As you can see, Survivor starts tonight. My husband and I are big fans and we are excited about this adventure since we were in Hawaii this past Aug. We went to the Polynesian Cultural Center and one of the highlights was the entertainemnt from the Samoan village. I have been working on my Hawaii pictures and if you saw my NY pictures, you know I like to add a lot of pitures and add text. It takes time to make each graphic smaller. I was able to work on my laptop yesterday while waiting for my cousin to have kidney stone surgery. There was an outlet to use in the waiting room, but no internet access which is good. I would have been tempted to play on my Farms. Ok to go along with the theme survivor, I am trying to think what I will do if my job sends me home. Most of you know that the PO is having major financialo problems. With the advent of the computer, we have lost a lot of first class business. The whole economy downfall also hurt us because busineess who use the Post office cut back or folded such as mail order catalogs and such. Well the PO has been foreced to make big cutbacks. One thing they have been doing is sending injured people home saying they have no work for them. Well I am an injured employee who got rehabilitated in 1994 to the job I have. I have been overseeing the stamps vending machine in Post offices for our district. Well the program is coming to and end and all machines have to go off service at the end of the month. But there is other work I can do. But the PO is sending injured employees home and telling them top contact OWCP to get pay. Well that is okay for full time employees, but I am a part time employee and they only have to pay me for 20 hours a week whenI have been working 30 hours + for years. So if they send me home, I will have to wait up to 2 months to get pay and then it will be a BIG cut. The good news is that I will be home. The bad news is we need both our incomes to live in this house/community. So if they send me home, we will have to make some major cutbacks and long term decisions. I will be doing lots of praying. I got this email today from Kat. Thanks Kat. And as Darylynn has reminded me, my faith will get me through it.

Why I Shouldn't Worry
I am chosen by the Will of God,
Saved by the Grace of God,
Held by the Love of God,
Empowered by the Spirit of God,
Guided by the Word of God,
And protected by the Hand of God,
That's why!




Sept. 14, 2009
Today's Saying: Feels like fall!

Hi friends, the weather has been really nice since Saturday and I sure wish it would stay like that. But it will be warming up over the next few days. That is why summer is not over for us until October, especially if we get Santa Ana winds. So I will change over my blog when I want Fall or it arrives. I had planned on sharing pictures today, but I left my camera at work. Today I spent time putting pictures of my trip in the album. I am also working on my web pages and it will take awhile so I will share the link this weekend with what I have done. Every day I spent time with Eddie and he loves to visit my farms. He counts the animals and names them. He likes to sing Old McDonald had a farm. Of couse he says it his way and he chooses what animal we use. Then I get time with Jazmyn. She looks so much like Renee and she is now at the plumping stage. The days just go by to quickly. Last Saturday I was able to go to The Women of Faith conference again and as usual I really enjoyed the speakers and the music. I usually buy books and music but didn't this time since I was developing so many pictures from my trip. I am listening to the news and they are talking about Patrick Swayze. He fought a long battle but I know it is a hard one to beat as my grandfather died of the same thing. I have been watching a lot of tv with hubby. We watched a lot of the 911 documentaries on the history channel. We also watched a 2 hour special on the first Survivor. Hubby and I are both looking forward to Survivor Samoa. I am also looking forward to my programs to start like Ugly Betty, Grey's Anatomy and Dances with the Stars. So much to see and so little time. Time goes by to quickly. Hard to believe that Jazmyn will be 5 weeks this Wednesday. She has smiled a few times and she has one dimple for sure. I hope to take some pictures of the kids tomorrow. Time to get to be now. Have a great week!

Monday, Sept. 7, 2009
Today's Saying: Happy Labor Day!

Hi friends, Yesterday we had my family over for a bbq and it was really nice. This morning Renee made us French Toast for breakfast while I made make eggs. Then I picked up my room also worked on my I also played with Eddie in the spa. We has a bbq today and enjoyed the beautiful weather. Tommorow I will work on my Hawaii pictures. Have a great week. Hugs

Sunday, August 31, 2009
Today's Saying: One long busy month, I survived!

I was looking for my mood girl that has her with 2 kids. Now maybe I have imagined this and mabye not. But I don't have the time to look. I did find my worn out girl and that is how I feel. I have been super busy at work, busy an a mom, daughter and "mema" Then we been having several days of 100+ weather and it is draining. I hear we will be having El Nino weather with rain. We sure need it because we are also in a draught and having water restrctions. Regardeless, plants need to be watered and babies need baths and so we do what we must do. Last Friday I went with my parents and sister to an "old school" concert featuring El Chicano, Malo and Tierra. They were from the 70's and 80's. The music features a blend of Latin and rock. If you have heard the group Santana and Carlos Santana, then you know the music. Carlos Brother George played with Malo. The concert was held at the Pechanga casino and it was my first time there. It is very close to my parents and I was actually impressed with how nice it was. The concert was great and I am glad I could experience it with my parents. I was thinking that I was 17 when El Chicano and Malo were out and my paretns were in their late 30's. A song from Malo was played at my wedding reception by a group called Soul Incorporated. Wow this takes me down memory lane. Today I needed a nap after work. Renee made dinner and then I helped her bathe the kids. I hope to post pictures of the babies next time. For now I leave you this picture. Hugs

Sunday, August 26, 2009
Today's Saying: Enjoying special moments!








Sunday, August 23, 2009
Today's Saying: Life is busy, take time to play!

Eddie with his new farm.

Hi friends, well it seems I am becoming a weekly blogger. Life is just super busy for me. I try to help Renee as much as I can. After a busy, stressful week at work, I had dinner with my friends on Friday night. We were all taking pictures and just having a nice time, laughing and sharing our hearts. We had tostadas for dinner and peach cobble with icecream for desert. Saturday I took Renee shopping for a few things she needed for the baby with a gift card for Bay's R Us. I bought Edddie the Fisher Price Farm. It makes several farm sounds and he loves it. He knows all the names and sounds and he loves to see the animals on my Farm. He knows that the mouse makes things move on the screen. We also went to Target and Renee used a gift card to get a photo album for Jazmyn. I will post a picture of that next. Then we headed to Andrew's house for dinner. He made ribs, salad, corn bread, and fruit. Renee was pretty tired on Sunday so she stayed home with Jazmyn and we took Eddie to Sunday School. It was my first time checking him in. Each parent/adult signs a sheet. Then a number goes on the child. a number goes with the parent and a number goes on the diaper bag. Eddie went in a looked for a toy to play with as Elmo played on the overhead tv. The worship band was great and so was the message. Pastor Jim said the best is saved for last and that is when we reach our final destination in heaven. After we left, I took Eddie to McDonalds and got him chicken nuggets, apple wedges and I got the diet coke. Eddie did really well. Later when we took food to my parent's house, he refused to go. He wanted to play with his farm and wanted to stay with his mama. Renee has both kids in her room with her and Edward moved everything around so both the pack n play and the crib fit in there. When Renee moves away, Eddie will need a twin bed so that Jazmyn can have the crib. I have been working on my Hawaii pictures getting them ready but there are so many. Our snorkeling pictures were taken with an underwater instamatic camera and I am scanning them to use digitally. Well I better end this long post. I added new pictures to Jazmyns site of her first bath. After the bath, I changed her and put on a onesie that was Renee's when she was a baby. I have another busy week ahead and I start my Bible study too. Have a great week. Hugs

Sunday, August 16, 2009
Today's Saying: Resting after the Family Reunion



Friday, August 14, 2009
Today's Saying: Jazmyn was born on my birthday Aug. 12th.
while I was in Hawaii! 7 pounds, 11 ozs. 20 inches and she
looks a lot like Renee when Renee was a baby.





Sunday, August 4, 2009
Today's Saying: We are off to Hawaii for a week!

Eddie wondering why I had so many flipflops out.
I got 2 more pair from my cousin Joanie for my birthday along
with a dress, visor and socks. Be back on the 13th.





Sunday, August 2, 2009
Today's Saying:

Here is Eddie just before leaving to his first trip to the beach on Saturday the 1st of Aug. He was at the Orange County Fair on Friday and he loved seeing all the animals in real life that he sees at Mema's farm. Then today we visited my parents in Temecula after church. We had lunch at Sizzlers and then stayed at my parent's house and enjoyed watching Eddie talk and play. He says Nana and Papa, Terry and turtle and learned Sergio(serio) He was trying on different flip flops and at times he flopped. Then he would say "Wa happen to Ehlie?" He can't say Eddie yet. His latest things is poopoo diaper and yucky. It is amazing to hear his speech come along so quickly.

Well Friday was super busy but I still did not get all my work done. So I am going in the morning for a few hours to get my work finished so I can go on vacation in peace. I have a lot to do, but I know I will get it all done. I had my hair colored on Saturday and did some last minute shopping at Kohls. Tomorrow we will do our last minute shopping and laundry. Tuesday will be packing day. We are getting picked up Wednesday morning around 5am and leave Los Angeles Airport around 8:30 am. Time to turn in. Hugs Oh can you please pray that I stay healthy cause I can a bit stuffy, and that Jazmyn doesn't come early. Bye.

Monday, July 28, 2009
Today's Saying: Life is spinning right now, I need to hold on!

Work really has me spinning. I work for the US Postal Service and we are going through a major reorganization that has been stressful and is only going to get worse. Thanks to computers and a bad economy, we just don't have the volume of mail to keep over 600,000 employed. Lots of people are retring, but not as many as was expected. Jobs are being eliminated and people need to find vacated jobs. My program is being eliminated in the next few months. Originally the program was going to end at the end of Sept. 2010. But they moved the date up to March a few weeks ago. Then I found out yesterday they want it to end at the end of Sept! It will be a lot of work and I start my 2 week vacation on Monday. So I have lots to do on limited hours. I had to make myself take a walking break just to breath. So please keep me in pray that I can get through the next few months. Jazmyn is due a a month and I sure hope she stays on schedule since we are going to Hawaii in 8 days! I can't believe it. I got an underwater camera today.

Well as I mentioned in my previous post, I went away to Encinitas this past weekend with my friends. We have been going away on weekend get aways since 1999. The four of have been friends since 1994 when we were all still in our 30's. Now we are in our early 50's and value the blessings of our friendship. These beautiful women have really helped me get through the trials and shown me unconditinal love and support. We had a great time this weekend and we are talking about a 3 day cruise for next year. But who knows because as I say, life happens! So here are a couple of pictures to share before I call it a night.

Monday, July 20, 2009
Today's Saying: Someday life will slowdown.....

I got to walk 3 times last week and it is paying off. Then last Friday I had dinner with my friends and we went shopping afterwards. I found a nighty to wear in Hawaii and we all looked at baby things. Then we went to my friend's house and sat outside by the pool and caught up with things. We are all going away on Thur for a long weekend and we will be staying Encinitas which is North of San Diego.

Saturday was busy because it it was Renee's baby shower and we had things to do to get ready, Renee left us to babysit to go to her "girls night out" only to be surprised at the shower. Needless to say she was surprised and now baby Jazmyn has her girly things besides the stuff that Renee has washed.

Sunday we went to church then to lunch afterwards. I had few pieces of Sushi and grilled chicken. I am watching what I eat. I was able to pop back into Kohls and found a cute black skort for my vacation. I have been busy helping Renee get ready for the baby. I am not playing on my farm as often now that I am at level that I am pleased with. i am planting crops that take longer but earn more money. Love the pineapples and it makes me think of Hawaii. Eddie does enjoy seeing the animals on the farm. He will say cow and I tap a cow and it moos. He loves it. He also enjoys are evening walks and so does Reina.

The best news is that I have lost weight and my size 6's are comfy and some even lose. I was barely fit in an 8 this winter. Remember, I am only 5 ft. Of course going to Hawaii was a good incentive along with my overall health . It is so hard to watch what to eat and exercise but I would like to get off the cholesterol pills. Well it will be another busy week. I hope to post some pictures soon. Hugs

Monday, July 13, 2009
Today's Saying:

Another week has gone by and we are having 100 hot weather where we live. It is about 20 degrees cooler where I work which is about 8 miles from the beach. Renee and I have been taking Eddie for a walk every early evening. He loves it and loves to help lead "Neina" our dog(Reina) He has had 2 falls in the house since we had dinner. He is just at the age where he wants to run everywhere and he has to remember to put on the brakes. I spent the weekend with my parents. Renee drove her car up too and spent Saturday. Eddie smiles now when he sees my parents and points and says Nana and Papa. We enjoyed the pool and I got to practice my snorkeling. I got some computer time while Eddie napped and dad came to see how my farm was progressing. He really got a kick out of the peppers. I got to sleep in on Sunday morning and it felt great. Dad got Mc Donalds and later dad and I got to talk about things. My sister Terry came over and we enjoyed the pool and then we worked on tanning our legs. Later we met Terry's boys and ex for dinner to celebrate Emilo's birthday. Mom and Dad love to go out to eat. I did not get home until after 9pm. I wore shorts and a tank to work today. I took a change of clothes in and then went walking for 40 minutes before clocking in. The air was a bit cool and it was great to walk in the quiet time of the morning and thank God for many things. I got back to work in enough time to wash up and start at 7am. I plan to to do that as often as I can. I felt great the rest of the day considering I only got 4 hours of sleep. Well I have some laundry to do. Oh, I did put up the wedding pictures from my nephew's wedding and the link is the the right. Have a great week!

Monday, July 6, 2009
Today's Saying: Goodbye Michael Jackson.

I am watching the news and they are talking about the major media coverage to film the MJ Goodbye at the Staples Center. To bad they did not charge for the tickets so that the city does not lose more money. I hope that it all goes well and that no no one is hurt. Maybe all the people coming in from other countries will give a little kick to our economy. It is hard to believe he is gone. He was so young and I hope all is well for his family. I had wanted to post pictures today but I left them at work. I worked on them during my breaks. I did take a lunch and went walking outside for 25 minutes. The on/off button is getting stuck on my camera. I would like to get another one if possible. I have a Cannon and I have had good luck until now. Hawaii is just 4 weeks away and I am getting my things together for the trip. I had to exchange a skirt I got for a smaller size because I lost weight in all areas except my tummy :( Never had that problem until menopuase kicked in. Well I need to ger ready for bed now. Have a great Tuesday! Hugs

July 4, 2009
Today's Saying: HAPPY 4th of JULY!
and God Bless America

World's largest Lego flag at the Nixon Library.

Taken at the Nixon Libray Rose Garden at my
nephew's wedding. More pics to come.



Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Today's Saying: Time to get things done!

The weather has been hot these past few days so summer is really here. In 2 months, Jazmyn will be here so Renee and I are are getting things done around the house. I still felt a little sick at work this morning and came home and took a nap. Then I felt better and Renee and I finally had a nice dinner of soft chicken tacos, no salsa. Both of us were organzing thing because it is countdown time. Plus my parents may be spending Friday evening and I want the guest room all set for them. The guestroom is my craftroom/office. We took time to watch Hawthorne on TNT staring Jada Pinkett. Renee likes anything hospital. I wanted to share these pictures so I don't get behind Renee finally agreed to the baby harness my husband suggested. And Eddie liked it! Now that we know the baby is a girl, we did little shopping. These are all newborn. The red poka dot will also be her Halloween costume, more details to come. Time to get to bed. Hugs

June 28, 2009 Today's Saying: Tummy trouble and Hot!

Renee woke my Saturday morning saying she had been sick all night. She called the nurses station and needed some medicine for the stomach flu. So off I went. Later I woke up and she was still not doing well. I had my plans to go to Temecula and Jr was home and Edward was coming down so I left. Well I started feeling yucky, mostly a tummy ache. I showed my parents the video of Baby Jasmyn and got another call from Renee. She had to go to the hospital. So I decided I better go and be with her. I really felt bad too by the time we got there. I took over with Renee while Jr went with Andrew and baby Eddie. They put us in the room and I was feeling faint. Luckily the bathroom was close because I made it in time to be sick. Renee was all hooked up when I came out and the baby's hearbeat was to fast. Renee was deydrated and had a temperature. Baby Jasmyn was in distress from the fever. So they started the IV quickly. Jr came and wheeled me out since I was still feeling faint. Edward arrived right after we left. We got home and I went straight to bed with fever and chills. Jr and Andrew kept Eddie entertained until his late bedtime. He fell asleep in our bed. Renee and Edward came home around 3 am. Renee went to bed and later when Eddie woke up, he went back to his mom. Jr. was nice enough to bring me Gatorade and saltines. I cooled off in my bath a few times to stay cool. It was 100 here today. We finally had to turn on the air. I am finally feeling better. So I am not sure if it was a stomach flu or the mangoes we ate. I think I might take a sickday on Monday. I am thankful for a caring husband and thankful that Renee and the baby are ok.

June 25, 2009 Today's Saying: It's a Girl!

We went to get the ultrasound today. We originally had planned to go on Monday, but they had an opening today and we took it. The place was really nice with 3 rooms. The technician took her time and showed asked Renee is she would be disappointed if she had another boy. Renee was honest and said "a litte" she said "well you won't be disappointed, it is a girl! Then she showed us the "girl parts" We got a DVD and a cd of pictures along with some prints. Eddie didn't like his mama on the table, but Ampa kept him busy in a room that lots of toys to play with.Oh, there is a link on the left with pictures. After we left we saw the Weinermobile go by so Jr followed it so we could get this picture. Eddie wanted to hold all the whistles.On a sad note, Both Farrah and Michael died today. I pray they both are at peace now. Hugs

Eddie with Ampa and the Weinermobile




June 21, 2009 Today's Saying: Happy Father's Day!

A jump-catch game with Ampa


Ok, it was Father's Day and I am bbqing.


Eddie is always lining things up or stacking and
he is doing his version of counting.


Grand grandsons Eddie and Micah with Papa and Nana


Playing with the ark


Eddie playing with Pepper, Andrew and Marina's puppy
while they are vacationing in Las Vegas




June 14, 2009 Today's Saying: I think we need a Farm Town 12 Step!

Well I would say I have Farming Fever. My dad was telling the family that "Susie got a farm" and they all said what? So I had to explain the game to everyone. I was at my parents this weekend. We went out for lunch on Sat. and then I made dinner late on Sat. night. I think I got to my room around 11:00pm and then played on the farm and then read. After making breakfast for my parents this morning, I played on the farm a bit. I was thinking about how fun it is. But I am sure real farmers would beg to differ. It makes me appreciate the whole farming/agriculture business even more. Today we celebrated my nieces birthday at an Italian place called Anthony's in Murrieta. The food was good, but too many carbs. I got my blood test back and they were not as good as they were a couple of months ago when I had taken it after being on the So Beach Diet. The sugars were high. At least the overall is way down and the good HDL is good. I also lost 4 pounds!!! I need to keep walking and add more core exercises which I just started. Eddie had his well baby visit too and he is doing well. The Dr is surprised to hear how he is talking and moving about. Here are some pics of Eddie while at the Drs. Isn't he cute!

June 10, 2009 Today's Saying: Today I need more time to.......
warning, long post.

The days go by so quickly. Work has been super busy as I plan the removal of the stamp vending machines in our district. Our district has been #1 in retail sales for years and a lot of money has been made by the machines. But the decision has been made to remove the mechanized machines by the end Sept 2010. So I am busy trying up work orders and letters to office and so on. But I thank God each day im there. I have been sharing with my friend at work about my adventure in Farm Town on Facebook. She thinks it is a good way for me to chill in the midst of all the life stresses I have. Last Friday I was having a hard time getting a full breath. My husband said since we were headed to the mall and the Dr was on the way, that we should stop for me to be seen. Since there is a family history of heart problems, I agreed though I did not feel it was my heart. I figured allergies it was allergies. The dr said that could be a contributing factor but suspected it was more stress related. Something I was thinking. I have a follow up visit on Thursday and have to get blood drawn in the morning. So afte we left there, we headed to the mall to get some clothes for our trip to Hawaii. Hubby and I talkd about the things we are dealing with and he assured me we would be okay. We are both looking forward to this trip to celebrate our 35th anniversary in Aug. I am getting more excited about grandbaby #2 which is due at the end of Aug. She needs to stay put until we get back from our trip. Well they think it is a she. Renee has a dr appt on Monday and she will find out when the next ultrasound will be.

Eddie is active as ever but he does sit well when he is working on something. Last night he was lining up his bath toys and saying one, two, tree, for, pive. Then he claps. He really is bright and like a little parrot. He knocked on the bathroom door as he pushed it open. I had justed flushed the toilet and he looked indside and said "byebye pee pee" Then I washed my hands and he said "wawa up" so he could wash his hands too. I dropped something and he said "oh oh" fall down. When he goes down his slide he says "weee" and runs around and says "more". I love to hear him say "okay' Eddie lets go to the mailbox. "okay, He likes to see the animals on Farmtown and I will point them out and he says the names. He can say most of the sounds too. Mema out" He is 19 months old today. We have to watch him like a hawk because he likes to check out everthing and he will try something he sees us do. He saw Reina jump on the bed by first jumping on a chair first. You could just see the lightbulb go on in his head and his eyes get wide and he smiled as he climbed up on the chair and flopped onto bed. We have to get locks for the doors now.

So on ther home front. I have been spending time enjoying my real time garden. Edward planted some star jasmine under the front window and it smells great! There is one gardenia that was planted too. I have been decorating with rocks that also border in the flower area. Today I swept the guestroom really well and worked on my scrap stuff. Just so much to do but I would rather play on the Farm! Time for bed. Hugs

June 4, 2009 Today's Saying: Today I am:

Listening to Mandisa's Freedom CD
(produced by Brown Bannister who produced Amy Grant)

Planning out activities for Hawaii - Aug. 5, 09.

Eating Ralphs low carb peach yogurt.

Thinking about looking for a low sugar peach desert to make.

Wishing my mom did not have Alzheimers.

Praying for my FIL cancer to go away.

Needing to do some spring cleaning, physcially and spiritually.

Hoping that Edward gets into the Navy soon.

Worrying about my job situation but...

Trusting in God in all things.

Enjoying my grandson and how he calls me "Mema"

Wanting an IPOD for my birthday.

Reading : John's Story, the Last Eyewitness in the Jesus Story Chronicles
by Jerry Jenkins and Tim LaHaye, authours of the Left Behind Series.

Addicted to my Facebook Farm and the application is down now.








June 2, 2009 Today's Saying: Pictures to share.
Nana, Eddie and Papa


Eddie loves to color


Dad and Mom's pool


Terry, Mom and I getting pedicures.


Eddie climbed into his water table....just because.


Eddie was sending his toys down the slide and Reina was barking at them.



Eddie signing with his Mama. He knows about 8 words.






June 1, 2009 Today's Saying: Happy June

I made it through another busy week. I think I need to go back and see The Dr because I am still feeling under the weather. My chest has been Feeling a bit heavy. Could be sinuses but I need to make sure. I know I had a two aunts that developed asthma after 50 and we have allergies In my family. I am eating better and walking. I can tell I have lost some Weight and that is a good thing. I did spend the weekend with my parents. Renee, Eddie and I joined my parents in Corona for lunch. Dad was in town for a walk through with my nephew. Then I went with my parents. Jr needed to get the car smogged. Luckily my dad has a computer and I was showing him my Farm. While I was there, I decided to change the name of my farm to Susanita. It means little Susan in Spanish. Susana is my Spanish name and my dad's dad was named Susano. My grandpa worked on farms and later at a sugar factory. So that is why I decided to change the name. My dad remembers picking oranges when he was a kid. Dad met mom in Jr High. My mom's Dad was a gardner. He would be called a landscape artis today. He knew his plants and he was able to support a family of 5 with his job. He loved it. I remember going with him to the houses he took care of in the summer. He had a lot of customers on the "rich" side of town. He taught me a lot about gardening, names of plants and how to care for things. He also taught me the value of things and to appreciate the things we had and not to take them for granted. I think I need to do a genealogy page. On Sunday my sister Terry and I took mom for a full treatment pedicure. We went out to eat and then Jr picked me up. I hope to have pics tomorrow.

May 27, 2009 Today's Saying: I have been busy...
Spring

In the both outside in in my virtual Farm.

but did find time to go in the with Eddie my grandson.

Found time to

Made time to

Finally enjoyed to

Now I am off to

You Are Midtown

You love so many things, you don't fit into any one label. You're the type of person who goes to a fancy restaurant one night and a dive bar the next. You can fit in almost anywhere. You feel equally comfortable in old jeans and designer duds. You are unpretentious. You are neither a snob nor a hipster. You're just you.

Are You Uptown or Downtown?

May 20, 2009 Today's Saying: Goodbye

Congratulations to Kris Allen, the new winner who was speechless. I am sure Adam will be in show business for sure. I really enjoyed the final show and how they featured the final 13 contestants. I also enjoyed the final song We are the Champions. I heard the group Queen sing that on the Queen Mary when Freddie Mercury was still alive. The excitement made me think of when I went to the American Idol on Tour a few years ago. I thought several of the commercials were pretty good too like the State Farm showing people helping people with the song I'll Be There by Michael Jackson playing in the background. I was a big fan of Michael Jackson and the Jackson 5 when I was a teen. I liked the duets they had on the show and I had to laugh when Kara showed up the bikini girl who was showing off her new girls. Rod Stuart never changes amd it is cool to see the old timers sing. I liked when they had Smokey on a few weeks back. I also liked Lionel Richey with Danny Gokey. Okay moving on....

I have been busy these past few days. I have been walking about a mile each day. I can tell I am losing weight, but the tummy just doesn't want to leave. I sure wish I could have the middle moved up to the top! I had to drive to El Monte at work today and I was just so sleepy. I end up sleeping in the car for an hour while waiting for my hubby. I guess the cut in carbs and the exercise has been a lot for me. Later I was able to get a lot of things out of the garage to get picked up on Thursday. I bought some star jasmine to plant out in the front yard this weekend. I love how it smells! Well I need to get to bed. I am so looking forward to the long weekend!

May 14, 2009 Today's Saying: Goodbye

I came home and felt a little under the weather. I hope it is just my allergies kicking up and not a cold coming on.I had a nice weekend with my family. I took my aunt Rosie up and she made us dinner on Saturday night. I was able to get some scrapping done this weekend. I have been working on pictures from the San Diego trip. My aunt slept in the guestroom and I slept in the study on the sofa bed. I got all comfy and then I was feeling tight in my chest. I brought my own pillows and I had checked the extra pillows. So I felt the bedspread and it had feathers in it and I am allergic to them. Once I took it off I was able to get back to sleep. I did get to sleep in a bit and then joined everyone in the kitchen. We end up outside by the pool looking at the adds when we decided to go to Michael's. Aunt Rosie crocheted a huge picture for my dad and mom and it needs to be framed. I needed some scrap paper and my aunt wanted beads. So off we went with our coupons. Well my dad did not get his picture framed because with the coupon, the framing was still going to cost $300!!! I got what I wanted and a new scrap album. Once we got home, Andrew, Marina, Sergio and Diego my nephews all came by to watch the Laker game. I heated up the food so we could have lunch. Then everyone left and it was time for me pack up my scrap things. Then I went outside to hang up the windchime I got my mom when I noticed something moving in the pool. It was a lizard that was trying to swim up and it was struggling. I ran to get a net which had a long pole that got stuck under the eave. By the time I got back the lizard was no longer moving. I still got it out and set it on the cement. Then I banged the net down and I saw a little movement. Then I jarred it again and then turned the net over on the dirt. The lizard sure look dead to me so I tapped the chest once and then left. I packed up the rest of my stuff and then went to see the lizard again and it was gone. It either revived or got eaten. We left after 6pm and I do want to take my aunt back again. Hubby and I enjoyed the final 3 hours of Survivor and it was great. The person I thought should win did win but in case you did not see it, I won't say anything. Have a great week! Hugs

May 14, 2009 Today's Saying: Happy Anniversary Andrew and Marina

As I was thinking of the title for today, I realized that today was Andrew and Marina's 4th wedding anniversary. We had dinner with them today too before going to buy a backyard gazebo. Tomorrow they head to San Diego for a long weekend. They will be going to Vegas next month for vacation time. Renee will be dog sitting for them both times. I have been busy working on my website. I have been trying to downsize, but it takes time and I can only spend so much time on the computer. I did get some scrapping done this week and I am caught up in all of my tv shows. Survivor was great tonight and it was nice to see Coach voted off. Erin needs to go next. Greys Anatomy ended tonight and it was so sad. I guessed early on that George was the accident victim but they still left it open for Izzy to come back. Tomorrow I will get some work done around the house because I will be going to my parents this weekend and will be taking aunt. Here are a few pictures from Mother's Day weekend.

Me and my mom

Dad and Daniel exchanging hats

Me with my furbaby Reina who is 10 now.





May 10, 2009 Today's Saying: Happy Mother's Day!

It is Sunday morning and I am up before everyone because I went to bed early last night. It was a busy week for me and I was just tired. Friday Renee took me to get a pedicure and some much needed waxing. Edward stayed at our house to watch the baby and I heard he had a long talk with hubby. Saturday I went to a memorial service at our church for a friend that had been sick for awhile with kidney disease. She was such a vibrant woman, so full of life and then her kidneys went bad. She got a transplant from her sister in law but after a couple of years, it went bad. I was able to talk to a few friends and it was so nice to see them. I have felt a bit out of the loop since I go to church every other weekend now that I go to my parents home. I left there and went shopping and then I went to a bridal shower. I sat with my mom and my sisters and nieces. Renee did not make it since she was with Jr and his family and then baby Eddie needed his nap. Dad stayed with Andrew and they went out to lunch. Mom seemed a little lost until I got there and I sat right next to her while my sisters Ann and Terry brought us food. It is so nice to see how we all are there for mom, being loving and protective, the way she was to us. The old saying of you don't miss something until it is gone is so true. We miss our old mom, but at least she is still here and we will be here for her until the end. Too bad we don't realize how much someone is done for us until many years later. But there is still today and I can make the most of it. After church we will meet up at Fridays for lunch at Dos Lagos. After posting this, I plan to take a long hot bath and hopefully my sinuses will feel better. I hope you all have a great day!

May 5, 2009 Today's Saying:

Monday was catch up day in rest and after a busy day at work, I took a 3 hour nap. Like a lot of people, we will be enjoying chips, salsa and guacamole. Our weather should be warming up into the 90's this week. I had a nice weekend with my family though still a bit under the weather. Dad was sick so I did as much as I could to help and spent the night at there home. I had a nice dinner with my sister and then brought food home for my parents. Since dad did not want to go out for lunch, mom went with us and that was great since she rarely goes anywhere without dad. We took her to her favorite place, Hometown Buffet. Then we went shopping at Target to get some bridal shower items. Gift registry's make things so much easier! But regardless of list, mom wanted to choose her own gift so she chose a really nice knife set. We even got all the gifts wrapped and mom was quite pleased. Dad was happy because it was one thing less he would have to do. I am glad we can be there to help them. Well I had time to play with Meez.com and here I am eating a taco.

May 1, 2009 Today's Saying: Here we go again......

Hi friends, for you those of you who have been following my blog, I have mentioned I was under a lot of stress with work reduction in the near future, my Mom's Alzheimers, Renee planning to get married and her "fiance" going into the Navy. Well Saturday I added one more thing to the list, Renee is expecting another baby. Some of you know because I just needed to share with a few friends because I needed some support. I thank you for helping me deal with it. Baby Eddie has been such a blessing to us and Renee has been a good mommy. Edward is a good daddy and going into the Navy will allow him to provide for his family learn a trade while serving our country. Still this is hard because I love my family and I know it will be hard for Renee, especially if she has to leave with my two grandkids. I am a traditionalist. First comes love, then comes marriage, then comes the baby in the baby carriage. Well the kids have it in the wrong order and it bothers me. But it is what is and as I have stated, "Life happens" I will do my best to support Renee and be the mom and "Mema" that I want to be.

I had a Dr appointment to have a pap and mamogram Thursday only to find out it was for Friday. Luckily I end up getting a later same day appointment because I wasn't feeling well. So I got a cafe de Mexico and went to my car and worked on my Bible study while I waited the 2 hours for my appointment. My car was parked in the shade and I had a nice breeze coming in. It was actually pretty calming. I got to share with my Dr about what was going on in my life since I had last seen her. I think she sensed it because I lost 3 pounds and my blood pressure was up a bit. I am so thankful for a great, understanding Dr. Turns out I had a sinus infection which hubby has also. I am so thankful for health insurance. I left there with 5 medications that cost me close to $90! But it could have been worse. After Renee got home from work, she made dinner. Then I asked to see the ultrasound and I am so glad that in spite of everything, she did not have an abortion. I will end by sharing the picture of my future grandchild. The tech thinks it is a girl, but we don't know for sure. A healthy baby is what I am praying for. Hug and blessings.

April 23, 2009 Today's Saying: My List

Reading Twenty-Two Wishes by Debbie McComber

Listening to Freedom by Mandisa

Planning our vacation to Hawaii

Thinking about the many things I have to do around the house.

Wishing I had more time to scrap.

Praying for my FIL's cancer, mom's Alzheimers

Needing to downsize my website

Worrying about my work situation

Encouraged by my walking

Thanking God for everything

Loving my family

Enjoying my grandson

Surviving....the plants in my office.

Eating....sugar free jello

Meditating on "I can doo all things through Christ Jesus who gives me strength" Philippians 4:13





April 22, 2009 Today's Saying: Ups and Downs....again.

Marina had to work late so Andrew came over and we went to our favorite Chinese food place. Now we are in the living room watching American Idol and Eddie is sharing a ice pop with his Ampa. He says "pease Ampa, more pease popoh" It amazes me that he can say so much at 17 months. I love him so much and he has brought lots smile and laughter to our home. Now he asked for more juice awawa. I had a hard time going to sleep last night with so many things on my mind. I prayed over all the things that were on my heart until I fell asleep and woke up with peace in my heart. "Weeping may last for the night, But a shout of joy {comes} in the morning."Psalm 30:5 Not that things have changed, but I could see things more calmly. There is another verse in the Bible that basically says, why worry about tomorrow when there is enough for today. That is hard for me because I like to plan ahead when I can. I planned this picture wedding for Renee and she told me that was my dream for her, but not hers. Of course having a baby changed a lot of things, but I could never imagine life without him. Like I say, life happens and I have a choice on how I will deal with it. I do have my moments of a pity party, but it doesn't change things. Meanwhile,Goodbye to Lil and Anoop on AI!

April 20, 2009 Today's Saying: Spring, come back!

We were at 101 today and I think summer is giving us a sample of what she will be like when summer is really here. I went to Temecula this weekend and I knew I was not feeling well. I felt like a cold was coming on but it could be allergies. I can deal with the stuffy nose when I take my allergy medicine, but it makes me sleepy. We end up making dinner at my parents. While making dinner, Renee called and said they were leaving the San Diego Wild Animal Park and wanted to know if they could stop by. They had gone for Renee's birthday and they had to go by Temecula to get home. My parents really enjoy the baby and he put on a great happy show for us. Terry was there and he aksed about the tortle. So Terry walked him to her house and they came back with Bolt the little turtle. He was saying Nana and Papa and he learned Terre. He calls me Mema and he said "Mema, up, water" He was trying to say spoon but we corrected him and he is really learning more words every day. After they left, we cleaned the kitchen and then Terry and I went to her house which is just around the corner. We got ready for bed and she brought our her new laptop. She got a IMAC since her son has one and I showed her my website and talked about blogging and my friends. We did not stay up as late as we normally do. I woke up around 4 with a headache and found some sinus medicine and fell back to sleep. We both slept until 10am. I got ready and then we both had coffee, fruit and toasted wheat English muffins out in the backyard. Bolt enjoyed his freedom in the backyard. Terry went in for a shower and I worked on my Bible study. Dad and mom picked us up and we looked at homes for Terry who is in the market to by. I still felt yuck, but I made the best of it. Afterwards we went to Sizzlers and I had hot soup and salad. Our final thing to do was get a manicure. Mom really needed one and so we all went in and she and I had our nails done. Terry sat next to her and talked to her while they did her nails. Then we headed to Terry so I could get my car. I drove straight home and I went to bed early. I woke up with a headache and tummy ache. It took me a long time to get back to sleep so I stayed home from work today. I still have a headache, but I feel better than I did last night. I will see how I feel in the morning but I hope to get back to work. Time to see the Wonder Pets with the baby. Hugs

April 16, 2009 Today's Saying:
Happy 20th Birthday Renee!

It is hard to believe my baby is 20 and has her own baby. She works at a family daycare and Sherry made her a cake and surrounded it with cupcakes for the kids. Once Renee got home we all went to dinner at Anchos, a Southwest place. Eddie enjoyed his food and his icecream. He was fascinated with the tortilla maker and he kept saying toreria. He wants to feed himself know. I made Renee a birthday card. I think it is more special that way. I tucked in some money and pictures from Easter. Once we got home we watched Survivor. I was sorry to see Brandon go. I sure wish it was Coach. Well I am off to bed. Hugs

April 14, 2009 Today's Saying: Ten on Tuesday

10 Signs that You're Getting Older
My vision is getting worse
Grey Grey go away!
I eat less but still gain weight.
Aches in new places
Mental...pause
No more junior sizes
I am over a half a century
Retirement is around the corner
Can't burn the midnight oil.
1 happy things I am a Mema to my grandson!






April 10, 2009 Today's Saying:

Friday night I was busy making a Birthday card for my grand nephew's First birthday which was Saturday. Saturday morning we went to our church's Easter Egg Hunt/Picnic. I helped out for several years when it was at the local community partk. This year hubby and I went as grandparents and watched our grandson enjoy the activities. It was nice seeing friends that I have not seen in awhile because they go to a different service. After that we went home, loaded up the car and headed to Sun City for Miach's first birthday. Itwas at a park and it got pretty cold today. The rain clouds from yesterday stayed longer. All my family was there to celelbrate and to wish everyone a Happy Easter. We usually get together for Easter, but we decided to combine everything. Andrew took Eddie to the play area while Renee and Edward ate. Edward spent time talking to my brother and his son tellin them about his job repossesing cars. There was a lot of food and I served mom hot chilli beans with cheese. I did good and ate only a patty along with green salad and a bit of veggie salad. Mom and Dad gave each great grandson an Easter basket.I remember for years my parents gave all the grandkids Easter gifts. Now it is just the great grands that are spoiled. Dad has to do all the cards now but they still shop for things together. I hope to post pictures tomorrow since I have misplaced my camera cord. Once home I was able to straighten my guest rromj, make Eddie' Easter basket and chat with Tammy. Then I had a long hot bath and read some of the book called 21 Wishes. It was a nice evening. Renee came home with Eddie and he saw me and yelled "MeMa" because that is what he calls me. It melts my heart. He had a snack and then went mimi. I want to wish every one a wonderul Easter. God bless you!

~One Word To Start A Sentence Or Statement~
~Fill In The Blanks~

1. Celebrate LIFE.
2. Easter Blessings.
3. With Family.
4. Family Treasures.





April 10, 2009 Today's Saying: Where's the spring weather???

Rain has been expected all day and it has been cold today. Yesterday the Dr told my father in law he has Non Hodgkins Lymphoma and they needed to start chemo right away. It appears to have spread by his spine. So this morning I dropped my hubby off at his parents so he could take his dad to his first chemo treatment. I went home and got ready for my lunch date with my friends at Olive Garden. My husband was there during the treatment and got to hear a medical social worker explain all the procedures and sign lots of papers dealing with his treatment. They were there for 6 hours and my FIL had an IV on for 3 hours. He has to take a lot of medicine daily along with nausea meds. By the time I left to head home, he was dropping off his dad so I picked him up. My husband will have to work things out with his brothers and sister since my mother in law needs to get to her dialysis 3 times a week. Jr had to get paper work from Kaiser so he can take it to work and then be eligible to take FMLA, Family medical leave to help out. His brother works for the PO too and be getting the same paperwork done. I can apply for it to when my dad needs more help with my mom. Well that is the update. I am off to my church's Good Friday service. Then I will come back and make Easter and birthday cards and put my grandson's basket together. I found a cute penguin to put into it since he loves the movie Happy Feet. Thanks for all the prayers my friends. Hugs

April 8, 2009 Today's Saying:

Thanks to all my friends and your words of encouragement. Darylynn stated a truth for me. She said "You're dealing with a lot but your faith will get you thru it! (((Hugz)))" Sometimes just sharing how I feel make a big difference. Knowing I am not alone is comforting. Hugs are important too! God touches me through friends on the net and in my everyday life. My Bible study for this week is all about dealing with the emotions of fear and worry. So I have to remember to take one day at a time. Do what I can and today I got a cut and hair color. I so needed it! My hair is growing quickly and my hair stylist wanted to know what I was doing. Well I am eating better, taking flax and fish oil and eating nuts, avocado and yogurt. I have to remember to tell her exactly how much I want cut because it end up being too much and my bangs in the front got angled instead of a straight cut. So I need to remember to stress that before we catch up with our lives. Luckily my hair is growing quickly. I will get home early from work tomorrow since my husband is going to the drs with his dad to talk to the Oncologist. I need to make a few cards and put together some birthday gifts and Eddie's Easter basket from Ampa and Mema. Friday I am off work and will meet my friends for lunch. Then I will go to the Good Friday service at church. Well it is time to see American Idol with hubby.

April 5, 2009 Today's Saying: Seasons are changing.

I can't believe a whole week has gone by since I blogged. I have had a lot going on in my life and time has just gone by. I do enjoy my blogging/journaling. It is a good way to look back on the things from my past. We all know things are changing, in our economy, in the US and in our lives. We can't stop change and if we can't adapt, we don't survive. Middle age is a hard place to be, trying to be there for my parents and my family. Trying to work and trying to maintain a home. As things around me change, my priorities have changed also. I guess I am a dinosaur when it comes to having a website. There are just a few of us left that have one now and I debate on whether I should keep it or not. My hostess has left an I feel a bit discouraged. So many have left the world of blogging and are at Facebook. I don't make changes easily and I take my time doing things when I am ready. Some things I just don't have the control over. My parents are aging and my moms Alzheimers is getting worse. It really hurts to lose the strong mom I knew. I hurt for my dad as his bride slips away. My daughter is making plans to get married and move and I will miss her and my grandson. He is my joy and my heart is happy when he calls me MeMa. Life happens and I will adjust. God will give me the strength to go on. My friends will help me through if I stay connected. I use to be such a private person, but now I am not because it helps me to stay connected and let my mask down. I leave you with a few pictures from this weekend. Eddie feeding himself, Eddie with his Gampas hat and the Enchiladas my son and his wife made. Have a great week. Hugs

March 29, 2009 Today's Saying:

I had a really nice weekend and I am reading for the week. Saturday I met my friends for 3 1/2 hour lunch. Then I headed to Temecula to spend time with my parents. My sister Terry came over and we helped mom look through her dresses for the wedding in Aug. Terry tried on a couple of mom's St John knits and they looked great on her so mom said Terry could have them. Mom also gave me a long thin black dress with top that I may use in Hawaii. We found a beautiful dress for mom but it was hard for her to put on. Mom is always cold so she will wear black pants underneath that look well with the dress. Dad was quite pleased about it. My mom was always a sharp dresser, always in style and always with the best figure. She was able to to tell us some thing about the St John and she mentioned the name of the dress she gave me. I dress up on occasion but I have always preferred comfort and I am teased about being a hippie. I am ok with that because I was in 7th grade and I remember having the fringe purse and the leather strap around my head. I had long hair and I would braid strands and pull them back. Then would put flowers in the hair. It was an interesting time, so many things going on and yet I was still a bit young to really understand it all. I remember hearing a song called Are you going to San Franciso. I remember my PE helper crying and then girls getting sad. Her older brother was going to Viet Nam. I was in 7th grade and she was in 9th. I listend to the pop culture music and the sounds of Motown and I still know the words to lots of songs. Anyways, back to this weekend. After having dinner with my parents, we looked at pictures on my laptop and then it was time to go. Terry and I stayed up late talking then slept in until 10 am. It was great and she brought coffee and toast to bed. We later met mom and dad at Denny's. Dad was driving back to my city to show proprty. Dad got a new Chevy Malibu after having several Caddy's. Terry and I headed off to get pedicures. I got back early enough to take a walk with Eddie and Renee. Renee made fresh fruit for desert. I took a bath and was going to get on this computer when I remembered the potluck at work. So I took out chicken and cooked that and made Jasmine brown rice in the steamer. Then shredded the chicken and set it aside to cool. I added oil in a pan, sauteed onions, added the rice and stir fried it a bit, added the chicken and seasoning and then put it in the casserole dish. A healthy and tasty dish. Well it is late now. Have a blessed week. Hugs

Spring is here, time for a pedicure!








March 24, 2009 Today's Saying: Water here and there.

I work in an office and enjoy opening the window to let the warm air in the room. I know all my plants love it also. Today my office mate and I both had to go out to some offices in the same area so we went together. She had to check on PO boxes in Irvine. We got our things together and then she got her water bottle. I checked my purse to see if I had mine and then I felt water. The whole bottle had leaked in my purse and what a mess. So there I was emptying my purse as we laughed away. We needed that laugh. As she drove, I placed things on the dash to dry out. I even found a $20 bill hidden in my wallet! After visting her office, we headed to Balboa Island which is in Newport Beach. We parked our car and checked the vending machine and PO boxes. We told the clerk we were headed to the Balboa Island next and he said that parking was limited so we decided to take the ferry across and then bay. It was a beautiful day, around 74 and we enjoyed the ride across the bay. We also enjoyed the flowers and houses on the way. We took the bayfront view on the way back. Once we took the ferry back, we stopped for a brea. We each had a corn dog and diet soda. Then it was time to head back. It is a bit of a walk from the parking lot to our office so we both got some exercise in. Then it was back to complete our reports. Irene is one of the employees that got a letter that her job might be eliminated. So this "field visit" was great for both of us. We conserved gas by taking one car and that was good for the environment. I leave you with some pictures I took and the shrimp cocktail my son made for dinner.

March 21, 2009 Today's Saying: Ups and Downs again.

As I mentioned in my previous post, work has been stressful. I went walking during my breaks which is a big stress releif. Normally under stress, I would grab a bag of chips, but I was on the So Beach diet again and had a cheese stick instead. Stress and lack of sleep make my moody. So I made sure I got rest this weekend. Saturday I went for my blood test and today I got the results. My cholesterol is way better! I went on meds in Sept after my trip. My count was 270! It came in at 210. Still above normal which is under 200, but I will keep working on it. I am taking Flax seed oil, fish oil and 1200 mg calcium. The So. Beach Diet phase one allows me to eat lean meats/protien/eggs/cheese, veggies, nuts and avocado. It cuts out almost all carbs. Carbs turn to sugar and that effects the triclycerides in cholesterol. That is what came down the most! I start the carbs this week again and I can eat good carbs. I actually started that today. So Saturday I played on the computer and watched tv. I really hope to kick up my exercise if I can. I couldn't last week because my shoulder was bothering me to much. We had lunch at Red Lobster today and celebrated Marina's birthday and the fact that Edward starts his new job at the very same Red Lobster. Andrew was doing well after having been in a car accident on Friday. He was a little sore but doing ok. He is worried about what the cost of the repair wil be on his Honda, but thank goodness for insurance. Poor guy, he just made his last payment this month too. I am sure it is much worse for the young kid that turned left in front of him. After we came home, I took a long nap. Time to get ready for bed/work. Have a great week! Hugs

March 15, 2009 Today's Saying: I thank God for my Family, friends and music.

It was another busy week. I had to take naps twice this week after work because I was so busy at work and mind draining. Like many jobs, the Postal Service is going through some major changes. Many of us are working knowing that changes are happening that will hit many of us. I have to see it one way to get by....Stay focused on my job at hand and keep moving foward. When something comes to me in writing, I will deal with it and trust in God to see me through it. The same with the situation with my mom and her Alzheimers. It is out of my control and I can only deal with it by being supportive of her and dad and helping were I can. I can't change the situation.... Life happens. Listening to music is calming to me. I am listening to one of my favorite artist, Mandisa. In 2006 I was abke to go to the American Idol Tour the Anaheim Pond. Mandisa was the first to sing at the tour show and the place went wild. It was a great show, each perosn demonstrating their unique talent. Not that singing is unique, but each person is. When you can combine your true spirit with your God given talent, others can see that. I don't know where the rest are at today, but Mandisa is coming out with her 3rd cd. I am listening to her CD True Beauty now and I enjoyed her book Idol Eyes. I hope to see her at the Women of Faith Conference too. I think it really helps us to make the time do to things that allow us to express our creative nature or share the thing that makes us unique. Just look at how we can see that on the net. So many wonderful graphics artist that share their talent with us. Women that make things with their hands that bring color to our lives and pleasure to others. Women who go out of their way to befriend others. Women that encourage others to open up and be real, to let go burdens and enjoy life. Superchicks has a song that says "We live, we love, we forgive and never give up 'cause the days we are given are gifts from above And today we remember to live and to love." One final thing to think about. If you had to give up your sight or your hearing, what would it be? A really hard question right? One that we all hope we never have to make. On Thursday my eye Dr told me I have the beginning of cataracts. As long as I can wear corrective lens=glasses, I am ok. If the time comes and it gets worse, I will join the many thousands of people that have had corrective surgery. I love my music and I have to have it when I work. I can't imagine not seeing the beauty in this world. My grandson's smile. I can't imagine not hearing "Amama pease" when my granson wants me. Take each day and enjoy it.

March 8, 2009 Today's Saying: Spring in here.

I had a nice visit with my parents. We went out to dinner at the Macaroni Grill and my sister Ann, her hubby Ernie joined us along with their grandson Micah. I had chicken with asparagus and broccoli, a green salad and tea. I gave my desert to my mom. We went home so they could rest while I scrapped. Then went to the movies to see the Reader. It was a bit weird watching a movie that had sex in it while with my parents. My dad said it was a good movie and that it was well acted. Afterwards I warmed up the leftovers and we had that for dinner. I sat in the middle of their bed while, watching a movie and enjoyed a the warmth of the fireplace while mom had her desert. We did not finish the movie because we were all dozing. I headed off to bed and thanked God for allowing me to spend time with my parents. To be able to help them out and enjoy being their daughter. This morning I made them breakfast, cleaned up some of the kitchen when dad took over while I showered. They left before I did since dad was showing property. I took some time to clean the bathrooms and then I left. I stopped at Micahels, and scrap book store and Ann Taylor. The drive home was nice and California poppys were growing on the hills. I was off to meet my new grandpuppy.

Marina and Andrew with 9 week old Pepper.

She remind me a lot of Reina.

Pepper has more red in her than Reina.

Veggies I cut and cooked for dinner to go with roasted chicken from Sams.

My veggie dish was made from freshcut green beans, squash, celery, purple and while onion and sweet potato. I seasoned it with something I bought in Cananda. Everyone likes it. I may have to buy some more. Monday I start phase 2 of the South Beach diet.(Sweet potato is actually phase 2) I can add good carbs now. Healthy, lower sugar fruits and whole grains. No white carbs like white pasta and bread and tortillas. I can eat whole wheat pastas and rice. I will start slowly and I will have to increase my exercise. I am off to bed now. Have a great week! Hugs

March 6, 2009 Today's Saying:

Well the South Beach diet has been working. I have been losing some of my muffin top and I am encouraged. I plan to start walking more now. I had been using my handweights and moving. I am eating well and I am feeling pretty good physically. I have been a little more emotional, but I guess I am going through a lot and trying to deal with it. I have been organizing a lot and that is a good things. I am going to my parents this weekend and will be back Sunday afternoon. I will stop at Andrew and Marina on my way back to see their new furbaby, a 9 week old mini doxie like Reina! Meanwhile, here is my grandson who calls me "Amama"

Smiling after a bath.

Eddie and the Wonderpets from Nick Jr.





Feb. 28, 2009 Today's Saying Thank goodness for Backup!

I was working on my St Patricks theme and just when I was ready to post it, I did something wrong and messed up my blog url and lost it and the St Patty theme. I was so frustrated! But luckily Jana was able to do a backup and restore most of my blog. I only had to recreate my last entry. Jr and I had breakfast with Andrew and Marina. We shared a veggie, avocado omelet. Afterwards we went shopping for more veggies and a few other things. It was a nice quiet day since Renee and Edward went to the Los Angeles Museum and to visit Edward's mother's grave. She died 10 years ago of Lupus. I was able to get a lot done on the computer today. I decided it is time to get rid of some graphics and clean things up. Since I have all my blog entries here on my site, I need to copy those too. I am downsizing my adoption shop and will probably close it in the near future and use the space for pictures. I have done well on the South Beach diet. I also started walking and using handweights. I have to keep up with my upper body strength so I can hold my Eddie. He is really learning his words now. He says mama, dada, gampa, amama-me, onco for his uncles, dog, cracker, juice, pease, tanku, more, ball, up, eat, opsco-popsicle, caca, mimi-sleep, cherios, nana, oreng-orange, banas, cheese, nino-godfather in spanish. He says ahhhh after he drinks something. He says ohoh when he drops something. Oh he shakes his head now and says no and he says mine! He has learned the last two at daycare. He also loves to put his small toys in order or stack things. Have a happy Sunday!

Feb. 23, 2009 Today's Sayings
A dinner for Eddie's Great Grandparents then time to eat healthy!

My parents came over for dinner Saturday. I made my dad's favorite, ground beef and potato tacos. Jr made a fresh pot of beans, sopa and fresh salsa. It was a nice splurge since I started my So Beach diet again. Time to get healthy again and get ready for our trip to Hawaii!

Feb. 16, 2009 Today's Sayings
Thanks to Presidents, I have a holiday!

We came back home on Sunday evening. We had thought of staying a second night, but Jr did not want to drive home in the rain and we really wanted to sleep in and relax today. This is my jammy day, perfect with the rainy day and everyone home. Eddie is cutting his eye teeth now and is cranky. He already has 12 teeth.Renee and I watched a great move called The Family That Preys with Cathy Bathes and Alfie Woodards I did some scrapping and I updated my Simple Women's Daybook listed at the link to the right. Daniel made French toast for dinner with strawberries. Here are pictures from Sunday.

br>I woke up early and scrapped. Jr slept in. <

Our Valentine cards, both good for scrapping!

After we checked out, we ate at this place.

We ate bbq pork and chicken, sweet potato fries.

Checking out Aguas Calientes Casino.

Then we stopped in Cabazon to see the dinosaurs.
Judy, you need to take Elliot here. He would love it!





Feb. 14, 2009 Today's Sayings
Happy Valentine's Day!

The freeway from the mountains merges with the
one to the desert and this one had snow!

This was taken at the visitors center in Palms Springs

No wonder it was hard to get reservations!

After dinner in the Hilton Garden Inn, Rancho Mirage.
This city is known for celebrity golf and you will
See the name Bob Hope Dr, Gene Autry Way and the Betty Ford Center.
See the links below for more information: Rancho Mirage andand Palm Springs








Feb. 11, 2009 Today's Sayings:

I have several Valentine adoptions and my adoption site. I have been on the country web scence for about 8 years and I have seen a lot of changes. I was talking to my friend Judy and were saying how many of us had websites with many pages about ourselves, families, collections, poems and webgroup tribues. Adoptions filled the pages and there were lots of adoption shops. Graphic artist created topics to meet the needs of our country homes. Adoption shops spent lots of money with the soul purpose of sharing cute adoptions with others. We visited each others webhomes and left messages at the guestbooks. It was great to see the creative abilities of many on the net. Things have changed quite a bit with the advent of the blog. Yet, the main thing is that we stay connected. I have thought of removing several pages from my website. I also have a family website and I will probably merge the two sites in the near future. It is sad to see things we like change. I have my adoption shop here at GOF, but all my family pictures are at the family site. I do plan to downsize my adoption shop, so if there is anything you want, you should get it now before I downsize. I will have to make come changes in my life as I prepare for cutbacks and retirement.

It was very cold yesterday and last night. There was ice on my car this morning and it took time to defrost. We have a new storm coming in this Friday. We are leaving Saturday morning to spend the weekend near Palm Springs, rain or shine. Well I need to get dinner ready. Hugs

Feb. 8, 2009 Today's Sayings: Rain Rain, can be a pain.

Well we really need the rain in drought ridden So CA, but it makes the freeways a big mess. We drive 30 miles one way and we leave at 5:30 am. I had a nice time with my family this weekend. My parents, sister and I saw Slumdog Millionare. It was sad, but good. My sister Terry and I stayed up talking until 3 and slept in this morning. I am glad we have stayed close througout the years. Terry and I are 16 months apart and our sister Ann is about 2 years younger than Terry. Ann and I roomed together on the cruise and we stayed up late talking too. Then our brother Samuel(Scott) is 2 1/2 years younger. We had coffee and cinnamon toast in bed while we looked at her pictures from her trips to Hawaii. After showering, we had lunch at Chillis and the we stopped at Micahels and Starbucks. I am at home sitting next to Jr and we are watching a tv special on NY, a place we would like to visit someday. We just saw 60 minutes that feature the flight crew that landed on the Hudson River. Just amazing and Thank God! Well the new contestants have been announced for Dancing with the Stars. So much to see and so much to do. Baby Eddie is sick with a cold and cough and is a bit feverish. Renee and Edward are going to take him to the Dr tomorrow. I already posted my Simple Woman's Daybook and the link is to the right. Well I need to get to bed. Hugs and blessings.

Feb. 6, 2009 Today's Sayings:
Happy Go Red For Women!

Hi! I had a day off work today to go to the Drs. I don't like using a whole day of my sick leave, but when Jr goes in to work, I have to share a car with Renee. So I got to sleep in and I had almost 11 hours of sleep which was great since I did not sleep well the night before. I remembered it was Go Red Day so I found a red shirt and headed to the Drs. I was pleased to see my blood pressure really down. Not that I have high blood pressure, but it was nice anyways. My weight was the same, but at least I have not gained anymore weight. I was able to talk to my dr about the knee pain that got better after I cut back on the cholesterol medicine. With the history of heart disease on my dad's side and Alzheimers with my mom, I have to take care of myself. It is never to late. The Dr was happy to hear that I am eating better, taking calcium. flax seed. fish oil and green tea. I have cut out most un natural sweets and added more fruits. I love fruits but I still have to watch my sugars to because of the diabetes in my family. I love my veggies too. The Dr wants me to have another blood test to see if the changes I am making are helping. Now if the hot flashes will go away! My Dr was very pleased with my willingness to take control of my health. I lost weight before for my sons wedding but I had not run into menopause yet and that was almost 4 years ago. I had a goal to get into my dress. This time I have a new goal, to get healthy. After the Drs I picked up some chicken soup for Renee and I. She went to her appointment and then to her job. I used my handweights to day and I plan to tomorrow. I am going to Temecula tomorrow to stay with my sister Terrry and visit with my parents. We have had rain since yesterday and will have it througout the weekend. I will be back on Sunday in time to watch Channel 7 to see who will make the cast of Dancing with the Stars. Have a nice weekend.

Feb. 2, 2009 Today's Sayings:
Happy Groudhogs day!

I got a lot of things done this weekend. I have been busy cleaning out drawers in my desk and getting rid of stuff. We went to Andrew and Marina's for the Superbowl. Jr and Daniel made several types of chicken for the party, hotwings, bbq and lemon pepper. I made brown rice and salad, Daniel fixed cheese toast on whole grain buns to go along with the left over chicken. I have been watching The Bachelor since Jason is from Seattle and I was there a few years ago. Renee came home after visiting with her friend and we had fun playing with the baby. Well I am off to bed. Happy Tuesday.

Jan. 30, 2009 Today's Sayings:
Anticipating the bad with the good!

Yesterday Reina got into M&M toy figure and ate the chocolate. There was more than an ounce so Renee had to take her in for an emergency visit. So she was there from 10-5 and had various things done to her. She had to have an iv put in. She had to have medicine to make her throw up and a few other things. I will have to take her back for a check up and blood test on Sat. Her bill yesterday was $257! We have to be more diligent in baby and dog profing our home! Ok, on the baby front.... Baby Eddie has a temper. I have known that for awhile, almost since birth and similar to his mama and probably his daddy. Renee and I are going to discuss some thing and then she and Edward will have to discuss things so that everyone is on the same page and we can be consistant in handling his little ol temper. Overall he is a bright active little boy. It is fun watching him learn to say new words. I finally got my hair colored and sure needed it. The root tocuh ups and hair mascara can only work for so long. Well Reina is all snuggled net to me so I am going to call it a night. Have a nice weekend. Hugs

Jan. 28, 2009 Today's Sayings: Knees getting better, and count down begins!

Hi friends Well from what I can tell, my knees were bothering me beacause my cholesterol medicine was increased. I thought it would just cause muscle pain, but apparently it causes joint pain. I was actually limping a few days ago. I have to get better because we are going to Hawaii in August for our 35th anniversary. I want to get well enough to enjoy my time there so I need to lose some weight and exercise. Meanwhile, I am still going through things in the house and trying to get rid of things here and there. I have been limited because of my pain, but I figure I can do a little something everyday. I will post more details of the trip as we make our plans. I work for the Postal Sevice and lots of changes are comping for many employees. They can change my hours and I am sure you have heard on the news that they are thinking of going to a 5 day delivery. Well I am one of the lucky one's I can retire in 1 year, 7 months left. I am going to take it as it comes. No sense worrying about it until I get notice. I pray that this recession ends sooner than predicted. I am off to bed now. Hugs

Jan. 24, 2009 Today's Sayings: Resting to feel better.

Hi friends, so on top of my knee hurting, I started feeling sick Wed. night and I went to work on Thursday and felt awful. So I went home, had hot soup and went to bed. With the cold weather and rain, I decided to take a sick day. I have spent most of the day in bed. I have knitted, played on the computer, did my Bible study and watched tv. I got caught up with Brother's and Sisters which I had forgotten I had recorded. I enjoyed watching Sally Fields in Giget and I like seeing how she has aged. She looks very natural and I am glad she is in the show. I plan to take a long hot bath this morning and then Renee and I are going to Hong Kongs for lunch. Nothing like a bowl of steaming hot chicken with rice to clear the sinuses. Today we watched baby Eddie try to climb out of his crib. The mattress needs to be lowered or the bed needs to go to the toddler bed so he does not get hurt. This little guy is just growing up to quickly!

Want to see me climb out?

Should I do it again?


These are pictures taken on the 15th
Happy 28TH Birthday Andrew!

Eddie with Uncle Daniel who cooked the special dinner
of grilled shrimo, scallops, chicken, steak and veggies.
Did I say the birthday desert was bananas flambes?




Jan. 20, 2009 Today's Sayings:
God bless President Obama and farewell to President Bush....

Today is a historic day as the first black president takes office. I guess it is nice to see so many excited during these hard economic times. I will be praying for this young new president. I pray that He will have good council as he tries to get the US out of our recession. Doesn't matter how you voted, the American people voted according to tradition. We have the freedom to vote in this country and that is a blessing in itself. I was watching a number of specials today about Martin Luther King and how he wanted equality for all people. Then later I saw how so many movie stars and others were flying in for the ceremony in private jets. I was thinking about how ironic that is that some have jets while others have lost everything in this recession. Makes me even more thankful for what I have and reminds me to do what I can do for my country and that is pray.

Jan. 16, 2009 Today's Sayings:
Another year of changes!

The time has just flown this week! My son Andrew celebrated his 28th birthday on Thursday. Jr and Daniel grilled steak, chicken, shrimp, scallops and asparagus. We also had salad and corn with that. Daniel made his bananas flame too. I spent the whole week putting away Christmas and sorting through things. Today I worked in the garage and I have another pile for the give away. I am sure the pile will grow bigger. Saturday I am going to take my aunt to Temecula for the day. Sunday we will go to lunch after church with my inlaws to celebrate my father in laws birthday.
Wasn't the plane landing on the Hudson River just amazing! To think I went under that river a couple of times when I was in NY. THe pictures shows how close the plane was to the Lincoln Tunnel which connected Manhattan NY to New Jersey. I think the pilot did an awesome job and the rescue ferry's and help were quick. Thank you Lord!Eddie is really starting to pick up words now. He can say tank uou and he says apple and bana for banana.He says juice and awa for water. He says Abloe for Pablo and he learned Ashon forAustin, 2 of the Backyaragains. He is starting to say no but he really hasn't learned the power of that word yet. He is also trying to feed himself. It is more of a game right now but he sure seemed please about it. Well this gamma needs to get to bed now. Have a great weekend!

Hugs





Jan. 10, 2009 Today's Sayings:
Clearing things up helps us see things better!

After my last post, I spent time in prayer and thanks to those of you praying for me and my daughter. The next day I gave her a hug and told her I heard what she was saying and that I would try to be there more for her and the baby. It is not easy being a mom and watching your kids getting hurt and sometimes we have to be the first to speak up. I did see the Dr. She thinks my joint is inflamed but sent me for Xrays just to be sure. She sent me for blood work and I already got the results online. My cholesterol in coming down, but still high. My sugar is a little high so I need to work on that. I really want to start walking, so as soon as the knee feels better I will start. I asked her about going on the hormone replacement therapy and she said that taking the cream twice a week is all she wants me on with all that I am on. She was also concerned because studies are showing women getting breast cancer after taking it and that included her. So I will keep working on getting healthy and being there for my family. As I was turning onto my block, I saw this and stopped to take a picture. It looks like an angel to me and it made me smile.

The winds started up on Friday and once Jr and I came home from work, we decided we did not want to go anywhere to eat and he made chicken tostadas. Renee came home later and we played with the baby and once he was asleep we watched Ugly Betty and Private Practice. Today hubby and I got to sleep in until 10 am when Eddie decided it was time to wake us up. Andrew's wife Marina went to try bridal dresses today for the nephews wedding they will be in in July. So Andrew and Daniel joined us all for lunch as a Sushi place we eat at. Eddie tried edamame and at first he spit it out but then he started eating it after a few tries. Then we went to Sam's Club because I needed some CD's to copy my graphics onto. I need to take this laptop in to get it serviced because I keep getting an error message after installing some updates on this computer. So Sunday I will be doing that. Marina went with her sisters to take their mom to dinner for her birthday so Andrew had us over for dinner. Before we left I took this picture of the full moon off our balcony.

Andrew and Jr grilled chicken on the bbq while I made a salad. They cooked onions and mushrooms and they toasted some multigrain rolls with garlic butter and it was a nice dinner. Renee decided not to come because the baby was fussy and she knew we were going to see a movie. We say The Mummy 3 and it was a really good adventure movie, Indiana Jones style with Brandon Fraser. We had fresh fruit for desert so at least I was eating healthier. As we were leaving, I took this picture of the moon which was higher in the dark sky now. Thanks to the winds, the night was clear. Time to do my Bible reading. Goodnight and Happy Sunday.

Jan. 7, 2009 Today's Sayings: Getting Healthy!

I decided not to go on the So Beach diet. It requires that I eat to much meat and I have high cholesterol it would not be good. I thought I would start by cutting out bad sweets and junk food. I am taking lunch now instead of going to the cafeteria. I have been eating yogurt on oatmeal with ground flax seed, avocados and more fish. I am limiting myself to one soda a day. My knee has been bothering me so I am going to see my Dr. tomorrow. I requested blood work and now I am on a 14 hour fast. I will have my blood drawn after my Dr appt. Then I will get something to eat and get the car back to Renee so she can go back to work. Tonight Renee and I had words and it left me sad. I had to leave the room for awhile. I know we both need a cool down time and then we will have to discuss things. I have to remember that she is still a teenager though she has a 13 month old. So I would appreciate any prayers at this time. My husband and I removed all the Christmas ornaments from the tree and I packaged about half of them. I already gave Renee a special box for the baby's ornaments and I got one set for Daniel's ornaments too. I did this for Andrew when He and Marina were engaged. While I was packing the ornaments, we watched a special on Alzheimers and it was real sad for me to watch. It is so hard to watch my mom change from the vibrant, fast paced professional woman to how she is now. Things are much slower now and it is harder for her to say what she wants. But she is still my beautiful mom and she still knows me and I hang on to that and her love for me while I can. Hugs and blessings.

Eddie being silly.



Jan. 4, 2009 Today's Sayings: Starting my goals!

I drove down to Temecula on Saturday and had lunch with my parents at a place called the Bank. It was once a bank but now serves Mexican food. Then we went to my parents and I helped them pack up all the Christmas decorations. I was really glad I was there to help them as we listened to Frank Sinatra and then some big band music. I decided that since I am going to start eating healthy, I better weight my self. It wasn't as bad as I was expecting, but muscle is heavier than fat so I am sure I have gained fat and lost muscle. That means I need to start building muscle by exercising!!! It just will be a big step since my knee has been hurting and I get muscle aches from my meds. But I will have to do it. I plan to see my Dr and discuss it with her.

Anyways, not thinking about my weight, we decided to go to Bobs Big Boys. Terry my sister and I had a hot fudge Sunday cake that was so goooooood. Mom and dad had the BBBSpecial. We were all talking about the 70's when we use to go after football games. Terry and I left to go to her house which is just around the corner from my parents. We stayed up pretty late talking and slept in late too. Then we met up with my other Sister Ann and her family for lunch. I will see them again in a couple of weeks. On my way home I stopped at The Loft at Dos Lagos and found 2 tops on sale. Then I went to Trader Joes to get vitamins, lentil soup and almonds. My final stop was Sams Club where I bought some veggies and canned chicken for my healthy eating diet.

It is always nice to get home. I walked in and hubby greeted me. I saw that I have a lot more to do to take down my Christmas stuff, but I plan to take my time this week and get it done. Daniel will be taking down the rest of the Christmas outside and cutting the grass. So basically it is back to reality with life. Today is Edwards birthday so he and Renee and the baby went to Disneyland and have been there all day. I am ready for bed after I read my daily Bible study. Everyone have a great Monday! Hugs

Jan. 1, 2009 Today's Sayings: Hats off to the New Year!

It was nice to sleep in today. We watched the Rose Parade and then we went out for breakfast. I figured I would enjoy some banana nut pancakes before I go on the So. Beach diet on Mon. I need to get to Trader Joes and get some items for my diet. Today Renee and I hit a few stores. I used my Kohls gift card and bought 2 picture frames. It was buy 1 get 1 free. Then we went to Bed Bath Beyond and I used another gift card. I saw the Top Hat Snowman and looked at the price. It was $69 but was 50% off. There was no box and the manager gave me another 20% off. Then I gave them my $10 off coupon. It was now less than my gift card and it needed to be $30 to get the $10 off. So I bought some almonds. Final cost to me.... Nothing. We hit Target to get some Christmas storage bins. Next stop was the mall so Renee could use her gift cards. She got 2 pairs of jeans and we both got some undies. Tomorrow we are all going to breakfast and I Hop with gift cards. Then it is home to pack up Christmas things. I have my Christmas pictures up now. Just check the link on the left under New York. As I mentioned in a previous post, I have some goals for this year. I am going back on a diet. I have gained to much weight and it is my own fault from not eating healthy. We are still planning on going to Hawaii this summer and I need to get in shape. But more important, I need to get healthy again. We won't confirm Hawaii until we know what is going to happen with our jobs. There are some major changes happening and on the 17th we are suppose to find out what will happen. If they change my hours, we might have to change our plans. Meanwhile, I will work continue to my "decluttering" of the garage and shed. I also plan to remove some of my web pages. I plan to consolidate my adoption shop. I want to get back to scrapping and I have been knitting. Knitting is relaxing to me and I plan to donate some scarfs to some group. I started reading my Bible again. Not that I don't read it, but I want to read the whole thing this year in Chronological order. Well that is enough for now. I hope you had a great New Year day. Hugs and blessings

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